Call it
cynicism, call it realism, call it whatever you wish; this is not the last
doctor I have known that endorsed this sentiment, and judging from
well-documented rates of physician burnout, he is far from being an outlier in modern
medicine.
I have found
that since starting my clinical work there is much more to the medical
curriculum than one would expect. While
much of this curriculum is documented, planned for, and formally taught; some
of this curriculum, particularly the aspects of medicine that are not quite as
palatable, go largely unmentioned.
Though commonly referred to as the “hidden curriculum,” I have found the
opposite to be true – it’s pretty hard to ignore. I have come to understand this “hidden
curriculum” as simply the good, the bad, and the ugly of how medicine is really
practiced in day-to-day life.
Luckily, I
did not heed that particular physician’s advice, continued to pursue medicine, and
have worked to put this hidden curriculum in the back of my mind.
The forefront
of my mind on the other hand, has been devoted to learning a painfully apparent
curriculum. For two years now medical
standards and education curriculum have dictated how I will spend my days (and
nights) in the library; and rightfully so, medical schools need to have
standards to ensure that every graduate understands the pathophysiology of
atherosclerosis or the pharmacology of a statin drug. The problem though, is you can’t really see
what “real” medicine looks like in a library carrel. As I moved past Step 1 of the USMLE Board
Exam, I began to look toward my third year of school, and began to see medicine
as it is really practiced.
Sure, at
first glance the bad and the ugly are definitely apparent, even to a medical
student - endless paperwork, sleep deprivation, constant pressure to get things
right, frustrated patients with unreal expectations, the list seems
endless. It’s also hard to ignore that
times are indeed quickly changing, and they are not changing in order that physicians will have easier workloads,
fewer patients to see, and greater relationships with those patients.
All that
aside, it’s impossible to ignore, in only a matter of months, I have also seen the good through this same “hidden curriculum.” Physicians that persevere, patients grateful
to the point of tears, surgeons patiently correcting when a resident’s mistake
adds 30 minutes to an operation, tearful patients at the mention of their
doctor’s retirement, and the delivery of a child to eagerly expectant parents.
Dr. Charles Bryan,
whom I recently had the pleasure of meeting when he was awarded the Order of
the Palmetto, once wrote in the Journal of the SCMA that “the path of least
resistance leads to indifference and cynicism.”
Sure, I know that there is more of this hidden curriculum to see this
year and all my years to come; not all of it will be good, much of it will be
bad and ugly. Still though I hope to
persevere to stay off of the path of least resistance, to work to keep my ideals,
even at the risk of quixotism. For thus
far, I have found the hidden curriculum has done much more to encourage my
pursuit of medicine than it has to deter it.
Andrew: Advice from my Chief during orthopedic residency. " You can't learn everything, but you can learn the basics and good principles. The rest will follow.
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